reality

no matter how much we wanted to resist it
the truth will still be the truth
we have to learn to find a way to accept it,
...if we cant change the fact.
it has been 2 days,
and the impact is still so strong. =(
i need my friends now.
friends that can make me laugh.
and my boy.
that can make me laugh even harder.
stay stong ppl,
blessing to james
and james's friends & family.



this is one lesson that we need to learn,
and i believe HE wants us to be a quick learner in this lesson.

1.11.09 (5.30pm-12am)

it's complicated
my feeling, i mean






i'm still thrilled over the incident
need time to gather my thoughts.






i feel so sorry even i just talked with him once
and he helped us once in our PM presentation
then what about those...
those that were very close with him
those that were quite close with him
those that were fairly close with him
those that were not close with him
those that loved him
those that hated him
how would they feel






it sounds easy to say this three words, but it's not
rest in peace






slap me next time if i say
go die / die far far


and i'm not joking.






i've been thinking alot since the past 3 hours
and i'm going to blog it out...
as soon as my thoughts are assembled properly =)

continue the update marathon~~~

...before there are new updates to be updated =P

oct 2,
starting of sem break = days of missing JCKH =(
an outing with my boy~ =)

we went to watch where got ghost (吓到笑)
well... its a lousy show i can say
haha =P
just some parts in the movie are funny

went to wong kok before that
he ordered a spaghetti and this drink
i forgot what's the name of this drink
but it's related to love love or something lidat
and that's why we ordered the drink
^^






2 days later
oct 4,
went to genting for a 2 days 1 night trip
and it was quite cooling =)
haha

sugar was up to genting too ^^

that's not my sister!
haha

do we look alike?
lol
no right?
she's prettier
haha

after checking into the hotel...
i left sugar at the hotel room to rest
and we're out in action again...
hiak hiak hiak XD

woohoo
i saw my fav car #2 in genting!!! =)
i saw a Z4 there too
but din manage to snap snap a pic of it

a skeleton and a vampire....

this was at the entrance of the casino
the camera is quite funny
for guys, the shirt will appear to be darker at the belly part
because their shirt is long and cover the upper part of their pants
so for those double layer, it will appear to be darker
as for ladies, the darker part is....... haha..
you know WHERE laaa
LOL
neh.....at the chest part... haha

i cant enter the casino
and my sis has to acc me outside =P

indoor theme park~




at 8pm
ready ourselves to arena of stars~
for
A I R . S U P P L Y~!!!
^^

they were very very friendly
they went down the stage to get closer to the audience

the one with the green shawl is my mom
and can you see the white hair guy behind
he's one of the air supply~
haha
my mom and my sis managed to shake his hand
as for me
i was busy holding the camera
and wasnt very fancy to shake his hand coz he's not
jay or gary or justin or eason or hebe
=P

the hot pianist
hahaha XD

and a very hot guy playing bass i guess =P

he was very very friendly, i must say
he kept saying thank you and bowing to us

towards the end of the concert
he voice could barely be heard
coz i think
hmm
he's tired d
most of the songs were sang by him, solo

the drummer

smell my armpit!
ahahahaa XD




stroll around after that..

a bunch of love love love necklace <33333>

one of the hair clip there
haha
my nose looks nice here =P

burger king as our supper!
mmm... yummy!
i want a bite of it now ='(
kampar doesnt even have mcDonald
let alone burger king.... =(

it was snowing in genting?
LOL

but this was real
it was real foggy that we cant even see the cable car in front




my mom was quite surprised that i din fall asleep (exaggerating) during the concert
haha
coz the songs were quite nice
not even a bit like chinese oldies
well...
some of the songs that i remember and recommend are
the one that you love
goodbye
making love out of nothing at all
all out of love
and
power of love




yup
besides celine dion
they sing this song too
and it sounds
fantabulous =)



when's the next trip????
cant wait cant wait ^^
coz kampar is hot hot hot!
=(

Happy Halloween!

first of all....
happy halloween everyone! =)

well, the procrastinate-blogger is now updating the procrastinated updates
oh well
it had passed,
so not really updates la rite? lol



this happened 2 months ago LOL
a buffet lunch at yaki-yaki @ bkt bintang area =)
*oh i miss the food there!

the bbq fish section

the fried section

drinks~

long island - honeydew - papaya - orange - watermelon - i've forgotten lol

steamed department

chicken - beef - lamb

local delicacies

one of my fav part..... SUSHI! ^^

seen such nice sushi? =)
butterfly sushi

flower

handroll

lotus

our table,
table no.9

you can bbq the marinated meat the way you wanted it
=)

the sauce they provided there

desserts!!!! oohlalah~

i've mistaken white radish as horse radish... =P
hahaha
and i wasted it by decorating it with...
er.. i forgot what was that on the whie radish
hahahaa XD

meat with
sesame
bbq
etc etc flavour

chawanushi~
i wonder if i spell it rght... haha

very very the nipis meat

haha an exclamation mark!

the machiato with milk =)

and you know what's best there?
they provide BASKIN ROBIN's ice cream!!! =)
and this was vanila oreo flavour if i'm not mistaken

playing with the white radish lol




happy happy us! ^^

yaki yaki,
but the food is yummy yummy! ^^

=)

he is playing drum using the electronic piano in my room.
有这么单纯的幸福就够了...

my bad

the coffee has turned sour













and it is all my fault.

coffee talk.

the coffee isnt as sweet as it used to be.
what had changed?
the coffee itself reduced its sugar intake?
well, no one to be blamed...


over the time,
the coffee has degraded its level of sweet-ness
the coffee chose to degrade its level of sweet-ness
because they finally noticed they are more comfortable
with their original taste
which is, bitter.


although i would prefer a sweeter and milkier coffee
but it's already good enough for coffee to taste fairly sweet.
no more comparison of the current coffee that i'm taking
to the coffee that i once tasted very very sweet!


all i can do now is stop being so picky
and embrace the cup of coffee in front of me.


maybe
i would find it sweet,
somehow or rather ;)

=(

i'm not in a good mood.
because i got the worst result ever during my studies in utar.
i'm not happy!
and so happened this is the semester after i get together with someone.
and my mom said she blame it on my not-so-well-organized time,
because i'm with someone now.
i'm not happy x2!
i know i din study hard enough.
i even wanted to give up when i was studying audit.
it was him who pulled me back to the boring subject.
and i'm not happy x3 because i know i cant get into president's list anymore.
dreams? vanished.
great.